Not creepy at all!! I got so happy when I saw your comment!! Gahh, I miss you....it means so much that you're still keeping up with my silly-teen-girl-ish diary.

Bahh, that means nothing. Well, it means MDD is screwy, but we always knew that. :P
Did you check your junk mail?? Because that's where mine was.
I'd still love it if you made another diary.

Love and miss you lots...:(

*freaks out*
Is it really you?!

Blahhh...I'm guessing you just come on here to check out your favorites once in a while?
Well, in any case...

HI!!!!!!!! :D

And you, my dear, will be one of the first to get a copy of my depressing books. ;)

Just in case you do happen to occasionally go on here, this is ohhxsoxintricate's new diary.

Nooo, are you serious?! I was so happy when you said you'd write more entries.
I would miss you a lot, you know, if you never wrote on here again.
Not that I expect that to mean anything.
But if you really feel like you don't want to be on here any more...then I guess I'll just have to deal with it.

But I really wish my favorite people on here would stop leaving....

[[And by the way -- I absolutely love your typeycomputer idea.]]

You don't have to thank me. It was really easy, being your friend.

It's sad that people can't often see past what they see, and that they can't see how lovely you are. I guess that's what makes this website so awesome. People only see what you let them on here.

I imagine you've at least learned some things about yourself, by being here. And even though I'm going to miss you a lot, I'm happy for that. But if you ever decide to get another diary, as Pixie or as yourself or even as someone else entirely, pleassee find me and tell me.

And to answer your question...perfectly honestly...no. I'm sure I could get into a much better place, but it's the money that's the problem. I'm much more likely to get a scholarship to a crappy state university than to somewhere better.
It really upset me, when I first realized my stupid fantasy of going to a nice school was out of the question...it seems like all the work I've done is just for nothing after all.....I could've slacked off all these years and had a hell of a lot more fun than I did, and still gotten into the same school I'm probably going to.

I know, I know, my ED is bad. Everyone is always getting on my ass about it. I really wish I could escape it, but I just CAN'T. I can't do it alone. Your comment really helped me, thank you.
Just so you know, I'm not mad at you or anything. I was just a little shocked, and a little disappointed that you wouldn't be updating anymore. But I understand. I guess the important thing to remember here is that there is a bit of truth in every lie.
By the way, what is your real name?

Wow.
If you keep updating, I'll still keep reading. If you don't, then goodbye, random internet person. Whoever you are.

Trust me, I completely understand. I had a completely fake persona on another website that I ended up having to just stop going to, because some really nice people believed me so completely, and it made me feel really bad.

And this might sound stupid, but if you really think about it, you can't call your diary "fake". Even if the stuff you wrote about wasn't necessarily accurate, you were the one that wrote it, weren't you? You were the one that came up with it. So all of it reflects who really are, in a way. And that is most certainly not fake.

If it makes any difference, I still love this diary. Something about that little green "updated" sign next to your screen name every once in a while had a different effect on me than when it was next to anyone else on my favs list. I don't care if you made up some things. Your entries were always a nice break from the drama the rest of us have to vent off on here.
So I wish you would keep writing. But obviously, that's up to you.

I miss you Pissey! Still on punishment?? I'll be waiting for an entry from you.

Health was a fun class. :)
I cried when I thought I was getting my first B, but then it went up to an A at the last second,and then I cried again last year when I really did get my first B. Yay for nerds. :D Both of those happened in math, too....stupid frigging math.

I really miss you updating, I hope your grounding ends soon.

[delerium8]

no no no not at allll !

yes, sorry i really havent been myself lately, i feel really bad, i would have just given you my new diary!

lol. YEs i missed you too! i loved your entries they were always so funny. (and colorful)

wow.. that seemed like quite an experience. (this is why i hate highschool. ... and people and parties)

You already probably know this but you did the right thing.
Its never good to pick up a drink when you dont know its content, well you know that..

Im really sorry, and I feel terrible about what happened to you in the bathroom. I would offer some heavenly advice, but I dont have any.

I hope you feel better

Take Care.

if you were looking for pinksuicide... then yes, you have found me..

if not, then i feel pretty stupid

-sarah

Arggh you should have done a lot worse to creepy-bathroom-guy. Did you learn your lesson? DON'T GO TO PARTIES BY YOURSELF. This Lauren girl might not be good for you in the long run... Now I sound like an old person. Parents just want you to be safe.

That sucks about you cutting again...I haven't been doing so well either. Sometimes you just have to bleed it out, I understand.

I hate zoos too. :(

I'm sorry your day was unhappeh.

That chocolate bunny thing is veeery interestin'.

 creepy fat 6th grader. And hairless cats. Next thing you know, me and Alethia will do the berries and cream dance in public! Oh, wait, too late.

Indeed, $1400 in American money. I know, it's frigging crazy. Haha, I actually felt really bad that my parents had to spend that much on medicine for me. Yeah, if it were my kid, I'd probably tell them to suck it up too. ;)
I used to really suck at describing things, so your comment makes me happy. :D
Your entries are noooot boring, by the way. They make meh happeh.

Dude, I was just thinking that I hoped you would update soon.

Your principal's a meanie.

Hahahaha! I shouldn't find creepy stalkers funny, as I've had experience with them myself, but your description of the fat 6th grader makes me laugh.

*shudder* I dislike hairless cats as well.

This had nothing to do with a drag queen! :[

I saw one at Wal*Mart before! She [he] was wearing a really short skirt, and had hairy legs, and a mustache, and a wig line. He [She?] asked if we wanted to donate money to battered woman funds.

I'm like omg, we're 13 years old, rapist!

Jason wishes you had a MySpace! :[

Oooh duct-tapey skirt!! That's cool.... Alls I can make of duct tape is a wallet or something. :P

Hairless cats are for sex. Haha

*random comment*

I'm sorry. I had to.
I'm in a Pixie mood. :)

Oh my gosh, I miss being 14.
My 14th year was the best of my life.
I really hope you feel better soon.
Happeh birthdeh. :)

Happy Birthday<33

Just thought i would comment!

<33Sarah

Your entries don't give me headaches! They make me happeh. :)

Hugs* haha i'm not afraid to do that considering that it's over the internet and i can't catch your sickness and all. anywho. oh and the fair guy...erm he's more than a hottie i could have raped him lol just kidding but seriously. lol.

Awwwwww, the flu suuucks. I remember when I had it....but mine was so bad, that I literally slept for two days straight, only waking up to roll over and vomit in the trashcan next to me occasionally.

You can't be expected to spell well when you're sick.

I looove yooou, and I hope you feel better soon!

Haha, it's funny, my friend and I often have conversations about if "vomitous" means "feeling as though you're about to vomit" or "something that makes you feel as though you're about to vomit".

I agree. I wish Bita had stuck up for me [[and Rachelle]] more. Instead of just assuming that everything Alberto said was true, and letting Kimberly threaten Rachelle from across the bus...ughhh, the whole thing is just....stupid. And I want it to be over. Really.
Awww, thank you. Not many people have called me compassionate before. :)

You're nooottt boring. You're not bad at making up jokes either! That one about the boxers made me giggle out loud. :)
Your sister does indeed have skillZ.

Not only does that make sense, I can completely relate.
Every freaking time, I'm the first one to notice a cute boy, and then suddenly everyone notices him.

It is annoying beyond speakable words.

*giggles*

Have I ever told you
how much
I love you?

Yeah, Legacy Challenges are hard. But they really make the game more fun, especially if you start getting bored with it.

The flu sucks.

[AlethiaTheGreat]

Your entries always make me lafffffff. :D

We have very similar preferences, then. :)

All of your updates are good!

Have you seen the India version of Thriller on youtube? It's really stupid, but realllllly funny.

That balloon thing sounds like a lot of fun.

That does look like ice cream.

*gasp* You haven't heard of it?

Well, it's with The Sims 2, and basically you try to make a family the strongest it can be over 10 generations. The rules and stuff are on www.legacychallenge.com . It's a lot of fun, but kinda complicated the more expansion packs you have. I've never made it to the 10th generation...I think the farthest I've gone is 5.

Pissey ahaha that's the funniest thing I've ever heard!!
My mom's friend's daughter used to say "f***" instead of "truck".

I never fall down the stairs, just up them. Except for that one time AKA yesterday, I got a big sctrach on my arm/wrist thing. Yeah. This one time at school I was walking up the stairs carrying an (open) water bottle and I fell over and spilled it on myself. *spazzyness*

I looove sims! But since your computer's been dumb, were you playing it on a console?

I also love cute boys in black. Really. :D

Small children can be quite annoying.

I've fallen up the stairs so many times at school.

But no one ever helps me. :(

You are psychic, aren't you? :)) Aww, it sucks you had to give your dog away.

We had to abandon my ferret in a park a few years ago because he smelled so bad.

I think he might've gotten eaten by a bird. A few were circling him when we left....

Aww. Well, I'm glad you be happeh now.

People used to play that at my middle school...that knuckles thing....I never had the guts to watch them.

I've accidentally hit the back button so many freaking times. Actually, I think it was just once.

Today, during English, I started zoning out and stared out the window, and I saw this really nasty, dirty bus....and this old guy started cleaning the back windows with a broom......but just ended up smudging the dirt really badly....and then gave up, opened the door on the back of the bus, and threw the broom in.

It reminded me of you.

I almost said "Piiiiiiixaaayyyyy's dancing broom!!" outloud, but then remembered I was in English and the teacher was talking and he probably wouldn't like that too much. :)

Yeah, I probably do have time to learn, it's not until April. But swimming lessons are seriously expensive over here, and I don't think anyone I know would be willing to teach me....and quite honestly, I've been scarred for life when it comes to swimming.

When I was like 5, my mom put me in swimming lessons, and the during our second lesson they wanted us all to jump off the diving board. I didn't want to, so one of the instructors literally picked me up and threw me off. The other one that was in the pool, the one that was supposed to catch us so we didn't have to go underwater, pulled me under the water.

So yes. I am scarred for life.

Awww, don't be sad. :((

I know how that is though. I get sad for no reason a lot. But I guess most people do.

Ah steel lub ooh.

Oh not at all, dear Pixie. [[....do you ever read your horoscope and think it says "dear Pixie" when it actually says "dear Pisces"? Just a thought....]]

Your entries are fantabulously original. :)) There is no one on here like you, trust me.

Of course. Why else would it be there?

Hehe, I'm glad you're back. :)

*gasp* Is it REALLY you?!?

I've miiiissed yooooou!!! :D

I'm glad you like the song!! Isn't it just FANTASTICAL?!? It's called Crazy Loop, if you didn't already know that.

Like the other person said....why on earth was there a broom on the bus in the first place....?

[delerium8]

That's pretty cool about your Ipod coming back from the dead.

This guy doesn't sound like a very good therapist. That's the only thing that makes me not want to be one, is that I might start analyzing everyone I meet and annoy them all.

I'm only 5'1''. And actually, I'm not even that. I'm 5 feet and .9 of an inch.

well.....yea...it was pinkrose10...lol...but..naaah...u dint bore me.....its nice gettin comments...lol...nd yea....nice entry....im 15 nd 5'5''....lol..im quite happy wit my height...!!!...but i wudnt mind goin a bit taller...lol...nd yea.....i cant believe dat 1 14/15 year ols is pregnant.....i mean...whoa...but i kinda serves her right....doesnt it...i mean...bad things usually happen 2 bad ppl rite..??lol...neways...sry if i bored u wit dis comment....

ttyl

*hugs*

xoxoxoxoxox

Ahh, see, I don't mind high-pitched voices. Kimberly's is like...well, she has a Mexican accent (not a bad thing by itself, but in combination with the rest of what I'm about to say...), she uses very bad grammar (doesn't normally bother me, but hers is REALLY bad), and she just sounds...so giggly and girly...blah. Giggly, girly, Mexican accent, bad grammar. They don't mix well.

That was insanely long, considering I just complained about some stupid girl's voice.

aye wuv ooh. :))

That's cool, I'm a Pisces too!! Fishaaaay indeed.

That is skillZ, being on one bike like that.

Have a nice bath. :))

lmao!!

Dayum, you're good. I never thought you'd guess my secret...I AM a fat smelly old man!! :O!!

This entry made me laugh so much.

I love you too! :)

Coookkiieetthhh!! :DD

Why don't you ask for more Jones Soda Candy pieces for Christmas?

I bet I'm more pitiful, ugly, stupid, and dull than you'll ever be.

Notice I leave out scrawny.

Ya got me there.

I'm an elephant. :)

My comments are working now. Yeah... My grandma's pretty stange.

I know exactly how you feel, my best friend is a guy too, but then he sorta got a new best friend, and he talks about her all the time. So now I'm best-friendless.

Ugghh. That sucks so much...

It's great when a guy sees you as someone that's utterly perfect. Most girls are more than happy with that. But us, we get stuck being the ones that feel like they can't live up to the standards.

It's better than lying to yourself though. It's always better than lying to yourself.

But I digress.

There's gonna be consequences, no matter what you choose. So just go with what feels right. As annoying as that sounds.

Baah, I hope things get easier....

ok.
*bang*.
im so jking.
Well i guess ur kinda right.
but i mean it doesnt make sense to judge people because they wear black.

I had my lymph nodes removed when I was little. But apparently they've grown back.

Oh my gosh, people suck. They just suck.

I'm not even a vegetarian and all the dead turkey is making me nauseated.

My grandma was talking about using the heart and liver and stomach and neck to make the gravy.

*vomits*

I think you're addicted to those little bold thingies. I like them too, though.

My grandparents aren't coming to my house for thanksgiving this year, so I don't see the point of it either.

Buttsecks.

hahahah

i got chicken pox when robo cop was cool. That's how amazingly ancient I am.

That was like, early 90s. You crazy kids and your cassette tapes and hula hoops.

I remember when I was like, at my boyfriends house and we were like sitting on the couch watching Matlock re-runs [not sure if you know what that is either] and he was like, "appreciate this moment adam. when you get older, they'll re-run your favorite shows."

not that Matlock was his favorite . . . but still haha he's only 6 years older than me.

Awww get well soon!

Awesome list. Haha.

Your entry made me laugh insanely. I love you.

Awww, not even carmex helped? :(

That's weird, because I've never heard anyone, fictional or otherwise, use the word "fawesome".

I reaaally hope you feel better sooooon.

100TH ENTRY!! YAY!
Ugh. I think you have the Pixie-pox. That sucks.

Awww, poor Pixie....I fortunately got the chicken pox when I was too little to remember it.

Yeah, the first book in the Demonata series (by Darren Shan) is called Lord Loss. And like I mentioned earlier (I think) there's the Bartimaeus Trilogy by Jonathan Stroud. It's about this really, really awesome genie guy thing. I have a feeling you'd like it.

I really hope you feel better soon. :(

Hmm...have you read the Cirque du Freak series? It's seriously amazing, if you haven't. And there's a book called "Companions of the Night" that's kind of Twilight-esque. OOh, and the Bartimaeus Trilogy is fawesome.

Congratulations on your kind-of-100th entry. :)

Borders is really spiffy, isn't it? I want to work there when I'm older. Books are good

Happy almost-100th-entry.

PIXIE!! Aahhh! I'm glad your toe is feeling better... wow, that sounds weird.
Ugh I lost my eyeliner... so we're both missing random black objects. That sucks.

I hate that salt girl too, I've never even met her. I'm gonna bite her. Some people in my art class threw water on me to see if I would melt...

That's a good promise.

Duude, I opened pandora right before reading this. Pixie's psychic, eh?

Personally, I would go with the new stalkee. WD40 smells weird.

Yeah, it's at her house...she throws KILLER sleepover parties XD In fact, Spark should be here to pick me up any minute =D

-Max-

You should really try sticking with a whole entry. I miss your updates.

EYE LUBB YOOH ASHLO!! :D